wow

Well, my parents kind of suck right now. My dad and step-mom had been planning to go to the movies, and they told me they would be going saturday (JoAnn had said she wanted to go Friday and Saturday to see two different movies, but we didn’t think it would be possible, so we agreed on Saturday) and I  told her I would be coming back (and that I would even come back Friday to go to the movies with them if that’s when they wanted to go.)

I wasn’t told any different so I just assumed we would be going Saturday, but no, I had to find out on Facebook that they just went behind my back and didn’t even bother to tell me. I got no texts, calls, messages, or anything about it if I wanted to go.

I think what hurts most is that I was told one thing and they went and did another. All I can hear is this voice in my head asking “Why didn’t they ask me? Didn’t they want me to go? What did I do? Did I make them angry? Did they have somebody replace me? Do they not want me anymore etc..

I guess I just figured I could trust my dad more than this, but I suppose he cares more about his fucking money than he does me.

It’s hard to express how I feel right about now. It doesn’t add to my stress about college, my weight, finding a job, and my mom and James and all that shit. I guess I just feel betrayed.

And I don’t need anyone to tell me than I’m overreacting. I realize that and I don’t need that right now so fuck off.

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